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2023: BACK AND TRYING

Hello friends, Imma here ...... Its been too long I know ... 3 years too long ... I haven't forgotten about my little community of seventy eight readers since I first published my first blog post  Ok I kinda forgot for a while  but let's focus on the present, what matters now is that I'm back Back and trying, Back and willing to thrive, Back and pushing, Back and present. Lets do a quick catch up  Since 2020, We have survived a pandemic ( yeah yeah I know old story) I have written and passed two professional exams and I'm much more closer to being a doctor than I am actually ready to be  I still haven't fallen in love , I mean there has been some flings here and there and a like two flailing attempts at a relationship  which has failed woefully  and has scarred me quite indelibly Well it has been partly my fault if  I am to speak frankly 2024 UPDATE I spent the better part of 2023 trying to be a better student and desisting from dating. It was a relaxi...

2024: Welcome to a new dispensation (with a little backlog)

Hiiii my non existent friends, It is January of 2024 and I stumbled on this app while deleting apps to create space for more movies in my life. Whew. I’ve always wanted to keep a forever journal but I keep forgetting I have this space Anyways, Happy new Year!!!!!!!! I’m very excited for this year because it is the year I finally close on chapter of my life I’ll try to journal everyday  BUT FIRST, I’m going to empty my drafts, as unfinished as my thought process was, I’ll unleash them just after this post with date and time stamps. Anyways, welcome to my gratitude and accountability space I’ll list my new year resolutions later but right now, let’s accommodate my boat from the past I had a veryyy horrible date today but I’ll leave the gist for very soon See you later my loves❤️ PS: I just realized I have to pay to publish, Let me see if I’ll find a way around it first 

I am >> I was

I didn’t write anything but If I did, It would have been about how I am better than I was but I've quickly learnt that comparison can be the thief of joy

Noise

So I've been dealing with a lot of noise in my head,  just disorganized, meaningless silent noise. It left me with the lack of urge to do anything but watch movies...It happens. Stumbling across Korty's page made me remember what I had forgotten. I'm a creative with lots of ideas running through my chest. And I had forgotten for just a split second(more like 6 months) .  26th June 2020

Different

We really just have one eye..I know..two anatomical eyes but still one view,one perspective. We are really just going to know one side of the story, ours.Yes occasionally we might get insights into what someone else sees or feels,but it's really just a window view. We might also be privileged to tell someone else's story but still we can only walk in our individual shoes.What others do may affect our views but still, it's still ours..Mine. My actions, my experience, my opinions, my choices. So we can never really see the world through someone else's eyes .I have imagined and thought about it ......a lot. But still I only have my story. God created us intricately different each to her own purpose. This is why judging others with respect to our own standards is something I would never find acceptable. Parents seem or in some cases choose to forget that inasmuch as they begot us, We are still our own people,with our own voices and opinions and totally different approach to...

Fitness Matters or the Lord is our strength ??

I currently weigh 90kg. I tower at  177cm or I really cant remember( who keeps track of this anyway??). I am Clinically overweight. I stress eat like there is no tomorrow. I get excited, food. I get angry, food. I get sad, food. Like I've tumbled into a whole eating disorder I have since learnt to appreciate my body and sit up and  make little changes one day at a time if I want my body to change and most importantly be kind to myself  November 7, 2020

Pageants??

Beauty pageants...Lol.. August 20, 2020 Maybe, I now think differently about the aim of pageants but I still have the same feeling towards thier organizers